always.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

pictures from friday. guides is getting more fun without having to do footdrills! and i just go there and see other people suffer and take pictures. HAHA.

and so, my girl guides partner!

wenzhen didnt know that im 'kissing' her at the back initially. haha.

so we wanna try something else, and it became this!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

i teach, i instruct, others.
but when it comes to myself, i suck.

watched the curious case of benjamin button yesterday, with tiffany. its a good movie, i can say.

quotes from the show.

Benjamin Button: [Voice over; letter to his daughter] For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Mrs. Maple: Benjamin, we’re meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Captain Mike: You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Benjamin Button: Momma? Momma? Some days, I feel different than the day before.
Queenie: Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all goin' the same way.

Benjamin Button: It’s a funny thing about comin’ home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You’ll realize what’s changed is you.

Mr. Daws: Blinded in one eye; can’t hardly hear. I get twitches and shakes out of nowhere; always losing my line of thought. But you know what? God keeps reminding me I’m lucky to be alive.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

tell me! who is more weird?

biying or yining?

look at the photo below. a newspaper 'hat' and its so big! who will wear it out of a sudden?! only weird people does! and thats biying!

also, who will clip safety pin at the front of the shirt! only weird people. and thats biying!

and and and! who will keep taking my three ply pure pulp special tissue all the time?! only weird people, and thats also biying!

anyway, i saw the weird hat that biying is wearing, so i wanna try too. not because im weird, but inquisitive alright. ;)

well, who will suddenly face you and show you the "kiss me face"? only weird people right? since she wanna kiss me, then i shall kiss her! haha, they wouldnt dare actually. hehe!

shawn is sadddd today, wanted to cheer him up. but obviously, we failed.

the only time where he smile was when i said.

"i also miss jing yang what! although i can see him everyday, but i cannot touch nor win his heart! )))):"

after that he went back to the same position.

Monday, February 16, 2009

i've decided to post! :D

had fall in love ess.

on valentine's day, went out with tiffany BF. (:
since its valentines day, i decided to buy her a rose. and she chose this.

after getting her rose, she got so happy because its a fat rose. and she started taking pictures with it, and then it with me, then it with us!

went to ntuc to shop. haha. feel like eating ice cream, so i bought it. TIFFANY should love going out with me. cause i always buy good stuff. :D

top is during, below is after! btw, we had two cones each. haha. girls w/o boyf on valentines day depends on chocolate and ice cream. those comforting food to comfort themselves eh. haha!

went toilet, and take photos.

LOOK AT HER FACE!

the photos below are taken quite some time ago, as an evident of how well she can make UGLY AND STUPID FACES.

and and and! i officially declare that I WILL NOT GIVE BIYING TISSUE, UNLESS NECESSARY.

and this is the tissue that i use. biying, its three ply! dont waste it! :D :D :D :D

i still love you biying! (: just, dont waste my tissue!

the pictures are taken during chinese new year period. HAHA.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

you are the one that guards my heart, my help in times of need.
you are the one who leads me on, and bring me to my knees.
and there i find you waiting..
and there i find release.
so with all my heart, i worship.
and unto you I'll sing.

for you alone deserves all glory.
for you alone deserves all praise.

father, i love you.
and i worship you this day.

all i want is to remember, to love, to give, to smile, to embrace, to laugh, to hope, to dream, to wish, to be happy.
but you aint give me any.
sometimes, i really do feel like hating you. but i really cant bear to do it. i dont want to be indifferent towards you, yet im to afraid to continue loving. yes, she is right. im really numbed to the hurts that you gave me, giving me. and i numbed my heart to protect myself. but i dont want to heal myself, im afraid that after that i will have no more feelings for you. im afraid that i will forget everything.
i want to smile again.